![]() ![]() She texts me a lot at university to see how I am doing, or just sends heart emojis (she just recently learned about them so she goes crazy). We don’t see him often, but neither of us care that much since we never created a strong relationship with him.īack to my story, me and my mom are close. In case you’re wondering, my dad cheated on my mom when we were kids and married someone else. We are very similar, I got my mom’s personality while my sister got my dad’s. We regularly see movies, go to dinner, or just watch tv together. Me and my mom have a special relationship, she’s my best friend. ![]() My sister goes to the same school as me, but works part-time at my mom’s work so she commutes. Since my school is only an hour drive away, I like to bus home every few weekends to see my family (and especially my dog). I recently graduated high school and have gone off to university. I live with my mother and sister in a nice neighbourhood, you know, the usual. I think there is something wrong with my mother. Still, I don’t really know how to say this. I’ve read a few stories here (that creeped the fuck out of me which doesn’t help) in order to know how to write these things, what to say. I remember a friend telling me about this subreddit and that people can sometimes help others who are in need of it. I don’t feel safe here, which is probably stupid because I’m probably overreacting over nothing. And of course our present emotions will cast their light on how we perceive our futures to be, but we mustn’t let them colour our experiences so far that we shut ourselves off to new love.I feel stupid writing this, but I don’t know where else to go. We can’t but to live in the present moment, feeling joy or anguish or love as we do. I think that as people, as much as we like to look forward to the future or back at the past, most of the things we predict don’t come true and most of the things we lament are imprecise memories. And I think there’s some truth in the feeling, and some exaggeration, and a lot of humanity. I think I’ve felt this way about every person I’ve ever loved, and a couple who I never quite got there with. now, i came to ask if you’ve ever been in a position where you know you’re always going to love someone, regardless of any relationship you might pursue? it’s like you’ve settled for accepting that it might not work out between you two so you venture to find love in other people knowing that you’re always going to love this person? making peace with your feelings for someone while fishing the love you deserve in others ? no just me ? Hey sue, i always tune in to read your wonderful pieces of art, please never stop writing. You can always want, he said, but there is no use Next year, you are on different continents Suddenly you are laughing at the ridiculousness, Of life, the illusion of control and love are It is, after all, a perception of caregiving, Pockets of the one who will pick them up, Unconsciously reaches for the larger digits or Its whims but rather in taking its warm hand #let me know if there’s anything specific you’d like me to include in the first edition!!Īs it comes not unfeeling, unresponsive to.With the first edition, I am capping the recipient list at 200 since it’ll still be a work in progress ❤️ If you would like to sign up, please either fill out this Google form or simply message me your name (first name is okay) and email. The letter will be a collection of little notes, thoughts, poems and answers to some of your asks. I am now starting a monthly newsletter - the first letter to be sent towards the end of May/beginning of June. My writing style has changed but at its core I am still interested in dialogues, in human relationships and emotions. Some of you might have found this blog more recently. Some of you will have started following me when I wrote the ‘excerpts from a book I’ll never write’ series, when I was 18. I first started writing to understand and express feelings I could not comprehend and, unexpectedly, found a lovely community along the way. That means I’ll have had this blog for 7.5 years. ![]()
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